You took from me what I valued greatest. My compassion, my very nature, but worst of all, my soul. You were the last entity to truly disturb me, before your darkness sapped the last of the light left within my heart. I guess that I must thank you, though, as my new-found immunity and tolerance has helped me survive many things in my life since we first met. The demon you fed within me has kept me company in the silence that has surrounded me; consoling where others ignored. If it was not for you, I wouldn't have been able to survive - let alone laugh off - all the bloodshed and death my eyes have witnessed. I would have succumb to the darkness and despair of the world around me if I had not succumb to your icy touch first. It is for that reason, and that reason ONLY, that I thank you. Otherwise, I hate you. I hate you with every fibre of my being. I hate you from the very depths of this blackened soul that you have created within me.
You sought to feast on the soul you stole from me, but you fed on yourself, for I was a part of you. You were the victim of your own cancer; you were your own parasite. You never cared for me, but I did care for you. You wanted to hurt me, but you hurt yourself in the end. To burn in hell would not be a good enough retribution to me. So as my parting wish - that I made on the falling star that is you - I hope you burn in your own self-inflicted misery. 'Cause I can still feel your sting within my heart (the sting of every nothing you've ever done for me), but I'm not dying for it, anymore... I know you give me nothing because you have nothing to give and I simply cannot bring myself to search for what no longer exists, anymore. You don't deserve these words and you hardly deserve the energy I would waste cursing you. But, contrary to what you believe, I still hold some of the compassion you tried to rape me of. If I knew you would change I would forgive you, but I know you won't. You're dying in a cesspool of your own creation and it is there I leave you with this final goodbye.
For when I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
'Cause I won't wait
'Cause you won't change
And you'll always be this way
Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know
I don't wanna /b/ with you...
I am no longer anonymous; I am the legion of my own destiny. I will not forgive nor forget what you have done to me.
